…..or is it?
IS IT??? No seriously, it isn’t really. It is a holding post. I post that is to pop up to say: I am still here, but I am working through ‘stuff’, so I am not here really. I am kind of convinced that nobody else is here either. All gone.
Well, this all makes perfect sense.
I miss my mum.
I am in denial re Christmas, and the general election.
Here is one of my collages:-
I have been accepted to sell my wares on the new British Craft House website. I am HERE, but I am having problems setting up the payment whatnots… and what with the Etsy shop as well I am feeling like I’ve opened a small shopping precinct, and none of it feels right. All these marketing people are very jolly, and bouncy, and overexcitable, and I simply feel ill at ease and uncomfortable.
I don’t know what I am doing really. I just want to go somewhere and have a good cry. Then I’m sure I will feel better.
Addendum
My dad died yesterday. So I will be away for a while having a good cry.
Oh dear, one can without dogged positivity sometimes, it’s quite wearing! I’m sure you’ll get the hang of it all soon and you’ll start enjoying your cottage industry. Best of luck x P.S. Snowing in Bristol this morning!
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Looby – I am finding all marketing hollow at the moment, and grating. You see, I do enjoy making things until someone comes along and suggests I sell my things – I like the idea, obviously, but then when I do it I feel all wrong. I despair of myself, I really do.
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Yes, I can’t say you come across as the most dynamic marketing person I’ve met 🙂
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Ha Ha!!
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P.S I believe there was snow on Dartmoor last night!
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Oh honey! I think I knoiw how yy feel, b erent… Ooh! No ne4eds for any “funny” comments fr4om the a wee bit inchbhte moment so mighe Maps know who I mean.
She gallery. You chan’s laPtop at thould be bCK …YOU SEE WHAT i’M UP AGinst?.All will be revealed tomorrow. I hope.
Tomorrow and tomorrow….
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I want some of what dinahmow’s on.
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Looby – so do I.
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Dinah would like some, too.I seems just whqat’;s needed in these confused days.
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Dinah – Chan says he would like his laptop back. Do you have a blank keyboard? Have you tried writing the letters back on with a Posca marker pen?
I think Chan’s laptop should have its own blog. Just saying.
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Who the hell is Chan???An escapee from Hong Kong riots? A spy from the Canberra embassy? Maybe he’s a ten year old slave from the co is to insert teeny-tiny springs intomputer factory whose job
Yes, that. You people can play with this all day-I need more coffee. Stronger coffee.And $5,000,000 sent to my account in Lagos. I wonder if I could patent this and market it as a new board game?
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That reads like one of those hostage demands made out of letters cut from old newspapers, except AFTER someone sneezed and they all got mixed up… Jx
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Jon – That comment should have its own collage.
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Ugh, marketing. Wouldn’t it be nice if you could delegate all that to Charmaine? I have been perusing the wares at British Craft House, and it’s quite the Aladdin’s Cave, isn’t it? The hand-painted personalised gin glasses (capacity: one bottle) are spiffy.
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Mr Batarde – There are some intriguing bits and pieces. At least I now know what you would like for Christmas!
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Oh dear, marketing isn’t really in your blood, is it? Think Robert Dougal or Judith Chalmers trying to flog Stannah stairlifts or pension plans on daytime TV and maybe you’ll work it out. Jx
PS Sorry to hear about Mum.
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Jon – No, I have nothing for sale in my blood. I think I’m more Thora Hird! Or Nora Batty.
Ack, my mum died back in March. The grieving process goes on.
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It’s me again! Still on the wonky-donkey keyboard and, sadly, only drinking coffee.But The Laptop Man rang yesterday to say he’d sorted the problem, cleaned it up and would I like him to upgrade to OS to Windows 10. I’d had a glass of wine at lunch, so I said “yes.” And now I’m in a mild panic…
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Dinah – It’ll be fine. But it might take several days.
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If I have trouble, please can I call you as my friend?
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This laptop (the one with the jittery keyboard) is connected to the internettery, but I can’t connect mine.Nice young man is going to send someone.I hope the plastic can cope!!!
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Dinah – I am adding an addendum to this post, as my dad died yesterday. What a year eh?
My dad was always getting the computer man in to sort out his internet issues!
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I feel for you on the trudge through marketing – your work is beautiful and you are lovely xxx
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Thank you, Lulu! You are very kind!
I think I might knock the marketing on the head because as we have established on this post – I’m not cut out for it! And I also have sad news.
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I’m so sorry Scarlet, have messaged you on Insta xx
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Thank you, Lulu
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Sorry to hear about your dad. And sorry you’re not feeling comfortable with your commercial ventures. I must say a bunch of jolly, bouncy, and overexcitable people would make me pretty uncomfortable as well.
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Thank you, Nick. Sx
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Condolences, Miss Scarlet. Jx
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Losing both your parents within a year is enough to tip you over the edge, stay strong Scarlet.
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Mitzi – Yep, I am a bit at a loss right now. Thank you 🙂
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Oh dear oh dear Scarlet, so soon after your mum. Every synpathy petal x
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Thank you,
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Oh, no. Dad, too. I’m so sorry Ms Scarlet. Take your time, and as Mitzi says, stay strong. Much love x
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Thank you, Mr Devine.
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I’m really sorry to hear about your Dad, and your Mum died quite recently as well I understand. You are always such a gutsy cheerful person but I know these things can be hard to deal with and my very warmest sympathies to you. It;s horrible I know, especially with this dreadful election muddling our world xxx
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Thank you, Mr Ducks.
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So sorry for your loss, dear.
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Thanks, Rimpy.
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Such a sad update. Wish I could write the right thing to take your mind off the sad thoughts. I would make a terrible grief counselor since I would have little to say. Maybe here’s a tissue and you should sit down. Actually now that I think about it, going for a walk is good. Wishing you better times soon.
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Thanks, Bill.
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Oh no, I go away and the shit hits the fan. So sorry about your Dad and for the delay in getting here to read your post. Be kind to yourself.
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Joey – I feel very slowed down – it’s an odd sort of feeling.
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Sadly, I found that crying doesn’t help either. Just gave me a headache. So sorry about your father and everything else.
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Thanks, Z.
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